Rainbows and Unicorns

As the year 2012 is coming to a close like most people I am thinking about the things that didn't work and the things I want to change for the coming year. Reflection is not always easy, but it can be so freeing!!!

I know life is not all rainbows and unicorns and we all have bumps along the way.....but man....2012 was a killer!!

So as I reflect back on 2012 and look ahead to 2013 I can't seem to make any resolutions. Instead I have chosen to make a bucket list of things I want to do. And I am making a promise to myself.

Bucket List

1. Alaskan Cruise
2. To see the leaves change in the fall in Vermont.
3. To see "The Forgotten Carols".
4. To see the "Celtic Women" perform.
5. Hot Air Balloon Ride
That's enough for now. I am 52 and a few of these are going to take a lot of time and saving.

The Promise

I am going to make a promise to myself that even though this year was filled with a lot of pain, and broken promises I will not take the pain into the upcoming year. I am going to forgive those who have hurt me and let me down. And ask those whom I have hurt if I can have their forgiveness.

To carry around pain and anger is so taxing. It takes all your effort to keep up with it. It is a heavy burden and steals your joy. I have not had much joy this year and what there is to come I will not blacken by letting my pain and anger take it over.

It won't be easy, it will be very, very, very hard!! But I know this will release my heart and mind to all the wonderful possibilities out there.

As 2013 approaches I wish all my family and friends health and happiness. May all your hopes, dreams and wishes come true.

Happy New Year
Cricket